Today as I stood having a bagless shower I looked down at my stomach.. my brown stomach with a white circle on the right hand side between my bellybutton and hip bone. In the middle of this white circle is a red little rose..my little stoma.. I have only had my stoma for three and…

Tough times

These past few weeks have been pretty difficult for me. Maybe I've been in a flare state, maybe I've been extra emotional and sentimental, maybe I've pushed myself too hard and got a bit worn out.. whatever it is, it's felt heavy. Yes my body has been exhausted, it's been aching and painful too but…

This is the view as I left my therapy session earlier today. Isn't it beautiful, to think this green patch is right in the middle of Malmö. I am so happy I had a session booked in this afternoon cos man did I need it! Today has been shit on shit! A shitty doctor making…

Monday 24th October

Monday 24th October Today the doctors came to speak to me. They said the colonoscopy showed that I had totalcolitis and that my full colon was completly inflammed, this I knew after having asked the nurses how it went after the colonoscopy on Friday. They were also concerned because I haven't been responding to the…

The last shot!

Finally take my last blood thining shot today! Thank god! I've had to take them myself for 2 weeks now and it's been hell each time! They aren't actually that painful as the needle is quiet small but mentally it's awful jamming a needle into you leg! Which by the way has been completely brushed…