Blue sky, sun and pamper – it’s saturday!

Hello world! Today I woke up with the sun shining in on me, and a beautiful blue sky! Wow how life feels easier when the sun is out! Managed the night without morphine and slept right through which was amazing! Decided to treat myself while Axel was out and have had a pamper morning -…

Tired, pain, company and silly cat

Last night was difficult. My belly was sore and I had a horrible toothache which resulted in me taking a morphine tablet - i have been without for a full day (24 hours) - and they helped me sleep. This morning I took a long lasting tablett to counteract any pains while I'm tired and…

Monday 24th October

Monday 24th October Today the doctors came to speak to me. They said the colonoscopy showed that I had totalcolitis and that my full colon was completly inflammed, this I knew after having asked the nurses how it went after the colonoscopy on Friday. They were also concerned because I haven't been responding to the…

The last shot!

Finally take my last blood thining shot today! Thank god! I've had to take them myself for 2 weeks now and it's been hell each time! They aren't actually that painful as the needle is quiet small but mentally it's awful jamming a needle into you leg! Which by the way has been completely brushed…

Uugh

This morning was awful, woke up at 5.30 and was so uncomfortable, felt tense and pressure and didn't know what to do so ended up laying on the sofa watching the rest of the president crap and read my book. Ive been moving like an overly pregnant woman all morning, it's been awful! Eventually I…