Uugh

This morning was awful, woke up at 5.30 and was so uncomfortable, felt tense and pressure and didn't know what to do so ended up laying on the sofa watching the rest of the president crap and read my book. Ive been moving like an overly pregnant woman all morning, it's been awful! Eventually I…

First night at home

Wow it was so nice getting home again,  being around my own belongings. I was absolutely exhausted all afternoon and evening though , so much to take in. It's crazy how quick you get institutionalised after being in the hospital too! My emotions got a bit crazy too and it hit me just how big…

Freedom!!

Freedom!!!!! No more hospital bed, no more million check ups, no more hospital clothes, I have been released ! ! It's crazy how much crap you can gather over the space of two and  a halv weeks! Although two of the bags are medicine and help stuff! Feels amazing sitting on my own sofa, listening…

New friend

Got a new friend for probably about a week. I'm not so keen on friends who prod my privates and dangle in the way a bit uncomfortably but hopefully I can train my brain/ bladder/ nerves to wee on its own with help of this sexy accessory! Not the most comfortable thing but I'll survive.…

Tapped again

So annoying! I've been able to wee during the day, maybe not as much as they wanted to but I've been able  to and then comes night and my bladder just says no. I've tried all night to wee, put my hands in water, feet in water, listening to dripping water, squatting ,  reading my…

Passed

Tonight the nurse said I've past my  bag training ! Woohoo!! I wouldn't say it feels normal but I'm getting used to it! And it's one step closer to home, I hope! 🙂 Gone pretty fast gettig the hang of it id say. Now I'm gonna have some no evening snacks and hope to wee…

Catheter troubles

OO I am so tired today! They removed my catheter yesterday morning but last night my bladder decided not to wee as iI should so twice they had to come and drain me. Every time i wee they use an ultra sound to check how much is left in my bladder. Today I'm trying to…

There has to be a first

Hello world! I decided after the last few weeks of rollercoaster rides that I wanted to start a blog and share my journey with the world. This is something I should have started a while back really but I thought instead that it's better late then never so instead I'll have to reflect back on…