Detta inlägg finns på dålig Svenska längst ner också. (This blog is in bad Swedish at the bottom too.) Yesterday was my birthday. I have always loved birthdays and celebrating but ever since moving to Sweden I start dreading my birthday and become quite down the week before it. Same happened again this year, however…
Sigmoid
I have been so so nervous about today! I went to yoga this morning to try to get into the yoga spirit and breathing, and even turned up to the hospital 20 minutes early to try to just calm myself in the waiting room. As i was sat there minding my own business I hear…
Adventures in Wales
What a summer I have had! Sorry about the quietness on my behalf, I have just been enjoying life. I have done lots of new things, and plenty of old. I have spent a lot of time with Axel but also spent time with my family! Not just my mum and sister, but also…
Toto and 9 months
The day before yesterday marked mine and Stevies 9 month day. 9 months ago I started a completely new chapter of my life. It has lead to me getting my life back, being able to do thing again, not be in pain and not bleed myself dry. It has ups and downs, but I am…
Alice Cooper
Yesterday was one of those days that reminded me of just how grateful I am for Stevie the stoma. We decided a bit last minute to drive up to Gothenburg to see Alice Cooper. It is roughly a 2 1/2 hour drive in one direction. So off we went. The day cleared up and we…
Yesterday I was at my first ever babyshower. My sisters oldest and best friend, they were inseparable as kids. It's amazing to see how well she is doing, how great she looks and fantastic to think she soon will have her own baby. Silly guessing games - which as a person who hasn't been around…
Midsummer
Hey all, it's been a while since I wrote something now, I guess not much has happened really? Or has it? Tiredness has been a major part of things. I'm working 6 hours a day (7 with lunch included) and it's so tiring. I come home, try to have a rest before Axel comes home…
This is the view as I left my therapy session earlier today. Isn't it beautiful, to think this green patch is right in the middle of Malmö. I am so happy I had a session booked in this afternoon cos man did I need it! Today has been shit on shit! A shitty doctor making…
A little message of hope. Yesterday me and Axel celebrated 2 years together. Who would have thought that the guy I met at the end of January 2 years ago would become such a support for me over the following years. He has had several opportunities to avoid a relationship with me from the start.…
Surgeon meeting, answers and the future possibilites
It's amazing how I can get myself so nervous about things. I mean, a meeting to just talk and get answers to all of my questions is nothing to be nervous about, yet I was soo nervous that even my rectum hurt! Haha now that wasn't fun, bloody good job it didn't stay that way…
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